Your love filled a void in my heart which i never knew existed in the first place. But when you left the void you've filled was gain emptied and it spread rapidly to swallow my very existence. Definitely you can't fill this larger void anymore, but also i can't let anyone else to let peices of them enter my void and become a part of my existence. I no longer want anyone to grow in me. No, i'm not afraid of being left out alone again. Its just that i want to end this viscious circle of love , left and love again. There is so much other than love to explore, there are so many relations to prosper. I just want to focus on them. Moreover, i want to focus on myself. My aspirations, my desire, my Life, my peace. I owe you nothing and i don't need you anymore. Even if you return one day, you will find all the doors and windows and ventilators of my heart closed with the toughest of locks and negligible chances of you re-entering into my life.