I've forgot what day mode feels like. The phone in night mode 24x7 has easily got blended with my life. Following things are kinda negative, so don't continue reading if you are expecting something positive or poetic. :) _______ I had a terrible day with inhumane workload and a family crisis. The worst part is I can no longer tell my closed ones what's happening in my life. How every morning I'm looking at the mirror and saying that I CAN DO IT, I'LL DO IT and how every night it's all falling apart. It's exactly like expecting you'll loose 2 kgs after intense workout and diet and you gain 5 kgs in reality. By the way, why can't I tell people? This is what friends do. Share things and feel lighter. But I feel heavier. Because I know they have their own life to deal with. Their own issues. Their own happiness, sadness, EMIs, fixed deposits, jobs, exams, scholarships, marriages, parents' medicines, and what not. So, everytime I think I'll tell them even one part of my life, I feel utterly selfish. I feel more burdened. That's why I have stopped doing it. Then again, that's why I'm writing and maybe that's why most people write. To share without feeling burdened.
