I don't know what I feel for you tonight; I don't quite fathom this flip-flopping sensation That produces such cacophonous clangs, Deep down my bottomless, vacuous gut; Like, should I even eat you up or not? Should I even think of you--or should I not? For, sometimes, I have such warm sentiments Regarding this topsy-turvy relationship And I'd ache to be close to you-- And clinch my soul to yours; Though, most times, I have this desire To fling you far away from my spine And just leave you, way behind. I don't quite understand this perplexing force That coerces me to glance back And glimpse the receding effigy of your smile; I fail to disregard the moments Of shared adventures and miscalculations That complete our peculiar connection-- Even when I'd really rather not; So, I'm stuck in this ever-winding labyrinth Of should-I-or-should-I-not; Although, it's simply too exhausting To perpetuate this perturbing analysis And the risible crow speaks of the advent Of another frigid, mediocre morning. "Conundrum" #Conundrum #diwa #yqbaba
