While with you- was afraid of losing the moment. Was afraid of losing you, the moment before I actually did. Days have passed, crops in our farm have harvested a million times now. Rocking this wheelchair and it's cranky noise which matches my joints, you would've laughed at this, if here. Now I want to lose myself before what I lose is the memory of you. #nohashtag because i wanted one and dint want one at the same time