After a tried & busy day, prepared hot coffee and went to terrace. sat for hours & hours, Simply saw the tree where a bird was on that. Annoying but it's true, Smiled for a while as dreaming to be bird. Mid of beautiful illusions phone spoiled time but ignored the notifications. Felt extream loneliness, kept shoulder on wall and accepted the reality. Undescribed pains faded for few moments but only for limited. Sometimes only loneliness is the best way to heal self. #yqloneliness #yqlife #yqinspiration