I don't wanna be a bad daughter. Always losing my temper. I don't wanna be the worst person. Always having unrealistic expectations. Before you conclude that I'm selfish or pessimistic. Please allow me to show you my past. There was nothing postive in my life. Just when I thought life was getting better, my dad literally left me at the cemetery. Burnt into ashes by my own hands. I don't think I can ever be positive again. I don't have the courage anymore. Every time I look up at the hook on the ceiling, I imagine myself hanging there pale and dead. And panic stricken face of my mom.. Because of that I'm stopping myself. I hate every breath of mine. Dying inside every second. Is there a way to end this all? After all I'm an evil daughter and the worst human. Who always shades your world black. Can I just stop everything? I wanna die... End this all.. can I just leave? I can't hold it any longer.... #suicude #die #wannadie
