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So, the thing is that this period is a bit differe

So, the thing is that this period is a bit different for me. Starting your regular studies after a gap of four years and that too from a good university where you cannot just let it be. You have to become responsive towards everything happening out there; events, programs, discussions and many such things. You cannot just exist, you have to get indulged! Although I am trying to avoid connections from all these but failing to maximum extent. 

Leaving out two government jobs and deciding to continue your studies and facing this problem creates anxiety. And most important part is that no one can understand this issue around you. Neither I am left with so much energy to make anyone understand. Whenever there's some kind of assignment given to students, I start feeling anxious. Whenever any professor takes my name, an uneasiness surrounds me. This might be looking very normal but no it's not! 
The other problem is becoming friendly. I don't know how I turned into such an introvert person during these years. It's almost impossible for me to get friendly to a stranger now. Having an introvert personality presents you as an arrogant person sometimes, I am experiencing this at the moment. 
I really don't understand how to deal with all these assignments, professors, classmates and above all the politics within the department!

©Priyanka Pandey
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