look. look how i lie still. i can't feel anything. this bed is my back. look. look how that liquid pours into me through my broken skin, hoping. hoping is a funny thing, because there's nothing else to do now. stillness blankets me and i transcend to hazy worlds i don't know what i'm doing. not even breathing on my own; disgusting things moving in and out. i don't fall asleep nowadays because i am not awake anymore. i can't stop. there may be more of these coming. #cinemagraph #ramona #fragile #inevitable #death #unconscious #bedridden #sadlittlepoemsbyr
