I was wondering before at my father's smile -why is it soo dull even when it's by heart, with love. Now I understand what's the true reason while I'm experiencing the same at my very best moments. He didn't show the throny road he walked through, But now I'm going back him. The distance between the tricky throne and the beautiful rose is not short and even not easy to step over it, but the way is "teaching patience to get something and importance of everything". Just getting hurt to reach the best moments
