Today I lost control again knowing it's not gonna end well.. My nostrils are getting filled with the familiar metallic smell. Locking the door I sat on the floor. My hand bleeding and tears flowing. Every inch of my heart hurts. Darkness engulfing me I let my white tiles turn red. The broken vulnerable me is again left to get shattered in your absence. Appa can you please come back? Life is so unfair. People are so unfair... #selfharm #cut #bleedingheart #bleedinghand #death #abandoned #wannadie #suicidalthoughts
