i try to make you smile and you don't. i try to tickle you and you turn away. i try to do funny antics, to bring out a glimmer of humor; and still, you remain unmoved. i try all the little gestures --make you coffee, buy you your favorite book, cook food you like. i try and i try; yet, you remain stoic and cold; turning away, grumpily; cursing this world. i try and then, i give up. but, as i turn and head out the door, you call my name. i try and give you a chance to tell me something-- something that means you value me; yet, you don't. just me. making drama. hehehe. #try #value #dont #yqbaba