My heart beat.. Halanki ab shehar alag hai hamare... Fir bhi kal ek ladki dikhi..piche vo back pe til..tumhare jesa hair style..side face dikha bilkul tumhare jesa..to phir chala gaya 3 kilometres tak uske piche..pagal hu na me??... Halanki ab shehar alag hai hamare... fir bhi us shehar me jata hu..us jagah pe bethata hu..us hasin palo ko jine ki koshis karata hu..jaha tune hath thama..gale se lagaya..ab hath thamne vala ..or gale lagane vala koi he nai vaha..veerana sa he..fir bhi jata hu vaha..pagal hu na me??... halanki me un kasme vado ko manata nahi hu jo hamne sath me khayi thi sab juthi thi..agar sach hoti to hum dono kisi alag shehar me sans na le rahe hote..fir bhi unko sach karne ke liye bohot bar sans khatam karne ki koshis karata hu..pagal hu na me??.. Halanki sab taras khate he meri is halat par..par pyas bujati nahi meri..vajah to he nahi koi..sirf dil karata he..tu ek bar meri halat dekh ke ek dafa bol de " jan kya halat bana rakhi he apani" ..pagal hu na me??... Halanki malum he ab tumhe paravah nahi..vo yade tumhe yad nahi..na shayad yad karana bhi chahati ho..muje chuna to dur..kabhi muje dekhana bhi nahi chahati ho..fir bhi dil kehata he ..ek bar aaogi ..us thande pavan ke jonko ki tarah muje chuogi..zil si aankho me muje dekhkar vo pyar ke do aansu hoge..or bologi.." yr tere liye hi aayi hu..tere sath ..tere pas..hamesha ke liye..vo pal lautane tuje jo tune apne aansu ke kataro se yuhi gujar diye..sirf muje yad karke vo sab lautane jan.." ye khayal har roj karata hu..or ji leta hu..pagal hu na me??...
