why does it have to be like this, your own mind becomes your enemy, why do I end up in a position, where I have to take refuge in, Advocating n Narrating, what is it really like to be in, this state of paranoia and panic, how is it that I needa be treated, not by the world but atleast by, the ones who are in love with me in, the havoc in my mind is such, that I feel so tired of explaining, how I want to be greeted, its not the attention I was seeking, its there presence even in, silence was welcomed in, that brings a sense of sorta, support for the one who got no family, all I got is this vocabulary, to blurt my pain, just when I see, my soul is slipping.. #EscapeEvening #riseofphoenix #stormofphoenix #Meaning #Rap #poem #mentalHealth