So I heard that you feel pain for you lie in that |

So I heard that you feel pain for you lie in that darkest corner of my drawer... You think I don't bear any emotion for you and left you lie there for no reason but hatred... But you are quite wrong and I am here today, just to confess some truths to you... Well, if I speak of my emotions, I should say that this entangled mind got no words to advance to complement your fathomless beauty... You know, I have buried my most beautiful secret inside your depth... //More I had said... To know them keep an eye in the caption// - A coward lover 🌸 Dear incomplete letter, So I heard that you feel pain for you lie in that darkest corner of my drawer... You think I don't bear any emotion for you and left you lie there for no reason but hatred... But you are quite wrong and I am here today, just to confess some truths to you... Well, if I speak of my emotions, I should say that this entangled mind got no words to advance to complement your fathomless beauty... You know, I have buried my most beautiful secret inside your depth... I wanted you to be the conveyor of my first love proposal but... But I feared... I feared of the world... World takes all upside down, unlike the things that it favours... I treasured you in the safest corner away from the world's judgements and thought that I trashed you for that I'm ashamed of you... No dear, you hold something so precious that I don't even possess till now... Yeah! I know there are only some hi, hello written on you along with that very sentence, "I want to tell you something " but that's where I got choked... As I shivered my pen bounced off my hand and tripped over the ink pot and the ink flowed down the floor... Mother heard and came running, saw this mishap and bit me hard... I cried and just then I folded you and put you in this corner... It's been years now... Haha! 20 rounds of cute and harsh years passed... Everything,every aspect, every scenario, every person got changed... Seen many, had many, learnt from many, have many and lost many in this go... The character name I wrote on your tale also got lost... Now I am a settled man with a lovely family... But you know, first sensations and first tries, first confessions and first flies have a special effect on each being... And that's why I remember of you even today... Even today, while dusting my room I check for me a perfect corner and move my fingers over your body to show how much I care for you... I till today fear you to be mishanded, I fear to lose you... And yeah! I love you I can say without a shiver today... I try to calculate, if that shiver had not come that day how would you have looked being completed, what would have been seen in forth, what my future hold then... You are incomplete in your appearance but how you got this innocent's depth of thought, have you ever wondered? I know that there lies no point to complete you in this point of time... But whenever tranquility prevails over me, it just speaks only of you till date... I try to sink deep into my vocabulary skills. I hover through the balcony where verbs act, prepositions stay, conjunctions design and those two special pronouns dance all the day... I try to potray the world with help of you in some other way- by a simile or a personification which could have been written back then... But alas! I can't chalk away all that I want 'cause I get no cause for your metaphoric end and not even can I find a reason to do for you a meaningful end... Be safe in that corner... And don't ever be this much presumptuous to this lover who will love till the last breath...

So I heard that you feel pain for you lie in that

The Dream Doodler