The Non-Writing Project! (A detailed journey from creative flow to writer's block) It has been long I have been away from words and it feels my time has conspired against me to avoid meeting my love. It would be stupid to disregard my laziness to be a part of this conspiracy seeing the amount of fingers running down the treadmill of the scroll in social media. But how does it feel? Extremely exhaustive. You don’t usually run into exhaustion of words and topics and ideas when you are writing everyday but when you don’t. It’s usually a deadend and a very good way to trick a part of you to slowly commit suicide. And yes, the entire time of almost two weeks I almost lost more than 50 followers. Sad, because my count has fallen more than it has increased in the entirety of the past one year. I have been constantly discontinuous and overwhelmingly discouraged by the reduced likes. It’s not that I judge myself on the basis of any of the numbers or that one should. But let’s not allow me to run away from some parts of the truth. A sad bitter truth! In the meantime, my concentration and attention span has reduced drastically considering that I read these instagram posts and tweets. Wish I didn’t have to confess this, but I have hardly touched more than a couple of books other than textbooks in the last year. Even the textbooks that I read, I would easily trade them for Youtube tutorials. It’s really hard to accept that I have slowly myself become a part of something that pains me. And if I were to blame overlapping tests and assignments, it would have been unfair on my part. Squeezing time out for everything is what supposedly life demands and if we keep on cutting off some necessities just to keep on ticking off those “urgent” tasks, probably it is not very far to forget about those necessities . In the meantime I have been poked by some and in response I had reposted some old posts which in my thoughts were very unfair. But I think the support has fallen, YourQuote algorithm failing me, probably my outflow has increasingly paused. The next part is me being equally supportive to the writers out here. Man, a warning beforehand! *If you comment “Nice, please see my post!” yes I will report you spam.* I haven’t done that before this but now I wouldn't think twice. Stop self-promoting in my comment section. If your content is worth reading, leave me many will follow you themselves. Take it from me, a small creator doing great almost nowhere, but I don’t go on self-promoting anywhere. I shall wait for the day I crack with complete patience and not go impatient on other’s posts. It just makes your content unworthy. To all the writers I miss reading here, I will try to catch up soon. Guys, I love your work and sorry for being away so long! And finally, I won’t end with a social media milestone or promise routine but yes I shall continue to post regularly. I just need to find the balance. Thank you to all those who read till here. You guys are what at the end of the day is a promise to me that I will be able to crack anything I want. Your support has boosted my confidence more than anything.
