On nights, like this, when I miss you; I browse my phone, looking for you. I search my files and find your pictures. I look into the different inboxes, too. On nights, like this, when I miss you; My heart, squeezing and thrashing about; Restless and wondering; wanting to connect. I look into the various entries of you. On nights, like this, when I miss you; I remember the times, when I still had you. I stifle the tears that want to create rivers. I do my best to look for other things to do. On nights, like this, when I miss you; Cold and lonely, pining for the past. I read a book, instead; immersing myself. I try to imbibe a different setting, without you. On nights, like this, when I miss you; I block the memories that call for you. I talk to people, wanting to ignore the pain. I drown myself, in the fact, that I have lost you. On Nights, Like This, When I Miss You. #night #miss #you #yqbaba
