38/218 'I was petrified by the idea of losing my parents, and then...' Two cells set the foundation of a new life. Two cells of immense potency that were created by food that two beings ate from this earth. The same food had turned into muscle, bone and blood but the body spent quite some energy to produce these two cells. Now when these two cells came together something phenomenal happened. This fertilization alone did't create the new life because these two cells were still nothing but earth. So what made this into a complete life? The source of creation. Yes. Something within us that makes our heart beat. Something that makes our kidneys and liver function. Something that is so intelligent it turns the food into a human. This is not a small thing if you ask me. So when the two cells fertilized, the source of creation gave itself and a new life happened. Now when this life came out it came with various memories. These memories made this a human child and not a chimpanzee because his system had the memories of two humans. The genetic memory gave the child a nose like the father and eyes like the mother. And other memories also had impacts on the child. The most important of these– the karmic memory. This karmic memories had a huge influence on the kid's behaviour and idiosyncrasies. Some kids learn clear pronunciation at the age of two while others seem to struggle at the age of four. It all goes back to there software from the past, and the environment around them of course. The child grew up mimicking and impressing the people around him. The people told him about good and bad things. Now he focused on the good and feared the bad. Invisible boundaries were drawn in his attitude towards life. He grew up and teachers polished him about good and bad and he further imprisoned himself in the walls. And when he became and adult he became prisoner to his own thoughts. The parents grew old and they would depart soon. This made the boy in an adult's body panic because he was going to lose something that was his. His father and his mother were important but others didn't seem to matter. So when they left he became utterly devastated. Not realising they were also beings that were being run by the same something within.
