My mind is bleeding chaos. It's a constant battle ground for darkness and hope. The thoughts are too tangled to be organized into words. This mayhem and the battle of thoughts often makes me go numb. And the few thoughts that manage to get past the mayhem are incoherent. Often, I find myself struggling for the right words to convey my thoughts and emotions. Most of the time what I say is too vague to convey what I feel, or I end up saying opposite to what I mean. Everytime, I end up embarrassing myself for the failure of expression I sit to untangle the thoughts. Some days I'm successful, But most of the time struggle never ends. #chaos #numb #void #heal #frustration #hope #procastination #yqbaba
