Humko Kiske Gum Ne Maara (caption) *humko kiske gum ne maara...* I don't know if it was depression. I had been going through a LOT. By LOT I mean I was going through an agonizing rejection, an inscrutable heartbreak, a mortifying failure, a disintegrating physical, mental and emotional health, and a vicious cycle of self-doubt and uncertainty. All at once! It was a swirling tsunami– ferocious and frightening. I didn't even know what was happening to me. Neither did I know why it was happening to me. All I knew was this– I was in the middle of something scary. I normally back myself for all the challenges I face but it was something different. In fact, it was too much for me. I don't mean to sound weak. I really fought hard. I put all my energy into the fight but I was consumed in no time. It was a silent September morning last year. I woke up lonesome in my room. Everything was dull. I was not feeling too well because of the recent happenings. I had felt sadness before but this feeling was completely different. I didn't want to get up. I laid down in the bed for I don't know how long. I was just staring at the ceiling. I didn't know what to do. I didn't even know what to think!
