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dydyiyfhfufststshduritssufhkdiydjtdjgtidykxyoflfpudljcpudoycjfuldtwyssXldcjghrjkdgdinekdbdknso i wanted to tell him that i libr himbuthi naignoredmyeverymsg i dont know how to respond now so i got angry feels like he is so dedicated to ingnore me what should i do ifeels like hell idgafera eneded because of him and now i am stuck with my feelings thats really different that i had feelings for him when i was in my best era i wasn't intended to approach him or someone ...still i got jealous and that was the moment when i realised i have feelings for him i supported him every time everywhere but still sucks ahhhh lets ...no i cant do this anymore i have started writing again ...making drawings agin to make my mind clear bit it still not my thoughts are still continuing i am having trust issues i think they have increased these days i do overthink everything that doesn't even matter but still i thnk about them and i can't even tell how much and why i feel so lonely around here i got nothing to do and yes i am Missing him a lot these days ofcourse its been 3 months since i met him ...on another hand i am getting horrible evil thoughts about muly ex crush of course he is my ex crush even though he muly frnd i dahre so many things wuth him but he still not cares its been 4 years now and we are still not even ...i studied hard because i wanted to show him what he have lose and i still want to .. but now not only by studing and achiving i want to torture him by menifesting things that will hurt him i know its not good thing to do so so i control myself as hell cause it is a sin no matter what he have given mi how much he have hurt me still....cause thats not my nature and trust me karma is real..ohh i wrote so much i had no idea i will ever put my thoughts in words...glad i gave something to share my thoughts and get myself clear...no one knows about this....and its really good 👍 😊

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