As I pen this down word by word, I realise the grave mistakes I've done The consequences of my blunders speaks of me Guilty conscience makes me numb. Society turns their back on me, Hope is nowhere to be found. The erroneous genes of my ancestry, Combined with the toxicity that encircles me Makes me dull, deceives my mind. I sit alone and count my days, I wait for everything to turn right again. Suppressing the ferocious beast within I calm myself, seeking peace ahead Days have gone, years have passed But the bitterness of my life never gave up. It follows me now, it hunts me down Snatches away the hapiness around. Tests my temper, excites me again The more I bleed, the faster it breeds "I'm sick of this, tired of this shit" Each day is a new beginning. I fear myself like never before, I find myself further away, from people of my own. Each day it gets harder and harder It's choking me down and killing me within. Mistakes better left Undone
