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A letter to 18 year old HG Dear 18-yo HG, We have

A letter to 18 year old HG Dear 18-yo HG, We have a week, don't we? I am imagining sea breeze wafting my hair. It's grown past my shoulder. I should probably go for dusting. Removing damaged parts of hair always sounds equal to cleansing my soul. How normal! Like you know, I spent 3/4th of the year talking about hair. Are you any different? Keke. I have grown to become this lethargic kid in class. Sometimes, I lose track of time watching dramas, and fail to leave GMeet at the end of 45 minutes. I am pottering into worthless future concerns. I suspect that future HG is money-minded. I don't want her to be. Please, please take care of that. You know how my gut shivers when talks revolving around commitments and responsibilities glimmer. That's instinctive. That's how I am. I am scared. I am always scared of something. Least, I am worried. Overthinking might be a reason, but isn't this how I am designed? I hate that this sounds like an excuse. Mind you, I am not brimming with hatred. I itch for why-s and whynot-s, nothing more, nothing less. I am happy. I have vibrant thoughts. I am ambitious. I am passionate. That's where comes the ambiguity. I am either downright pragmatic or the complete opposite. But then, I always stand with one leg dangling in air and other on ground, positioned somewhere between the two extremes. Did you notice how I am jumping from one edge to the other? With mere vagueness, you think? Not necessarily. I am simply at loss of something, I guess. Or is it the abundance? Duhg, as always, confused. All right. I thought it's IG that's been stopping me from being productive. Then I transferred the blame to YT. Now that I have uninstalled IG and set timer for YT (and Pinterest of course), I realise it's just my brain quenching it's creative thirst (which came from boredom) by giving itself screen time and so-called exposure. Now, I have none but WA to complain about. I, sadly, cannot disable WA. College and other stuffs, you see. By the way, internals are starting tomorrow, right? All the best. Read books. *awkward smile*
A letter to 18 year old HG Dear 18-yo HG, We have a week, don't we? I am imagining sea breeze wafting my hair. It's grown past my shoulder. I should probably go for dusting. Removing damaged parts of hair always sounds equal to cleansing my soul. How normal! Like you know, I spent 3/4th of the year talking about hair. Are you any different? Keke. I have grown to become this lethargic kid in class. Sometimes, I lose track of time watching dramas, and fail to leave GMeet at the end of 45 minutes. I am pottering into worthless future concerns. I suspect that future HG is money-minded. I don't want her to be. Please, please take care of that. You know how my gut shivers when talks revolving around commitments and responsibilities glimmer. That's instinctive. That's how I am. I am scared. I am always scared of something. Least, I am worried. Overthinking might be a reason, but isn't this how I am designed? I hate that this sounds like an excuse. Mind you, I am not brimming with hatred. I itch for why-s and whynot-s, nothing more, nothing less. I am happy. I have vibrant thoughts. I am ambitious. I am passionate. That's where comes the ambiguity. I am either downright pragmatic or the complete opposite. But then, I always stand with one leg dangling in air and other on ground, positioned somewhere between the two extremes. Did you notice how I am jumping from one edge to the other? With mere vagueness, you think? Not necessarily. I am simply at loss of something, I guess. Or is it the abundance? Duhg, as always, confused. All right. I thought it's IG that's been stopping me from being productive. Then I transferred the blame to YT. Now that I have uninstalled IG and set timer for YT (and Pinterest of course), I realise it's just my brain quenching it's creative thirst (which came from boredom) by giving itself screen time and so-called exposure. Now, I have none but WA to complain about. I, sadly, cannot disable WA. College and other stuffs, you see. By the way, internals are starting tomorrow, right? All the best. Read books. *awkward smile*
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