I just wanted to ask you to get the hell out of my mind. Whenever I'm with you, I feel worthless. I feel like you tie my wings and smash me to the ground reapeatedly till I faint. You make me scream so loud but none can hear me. Why are you so cruel? Why do you just keep roaming in my head? I hate it when I want to die and the reason being you. I hate it when I am forced to look at anti depression tips because of you. You ruined my life. You make my happiest days the worst. Why can't you be the same again when you made my worst the best. I want to be the same again. But you just never let me be. I want a break up. RIGHT NOW! I can't tolerate it anymore. I....I.... I just can't. I know it won't last long. I know you'll come back running again. I'll fight with you, scream at you but you won't go. I know you won't leave me but I will! To- My own THOUGHTS
