he shouts and terrorizes everyone; seeming scary and evil; as he shouts expletives outside; i listen to him; not really affected but intrigued; not wanting to get involved, so i keep quiet; he speaks of all the ache inside him; wanting the whole neighborhood to be aware; still, i don't say a word; not even a glance through the window; i won't do that, not my style; also, because i think i understand him; the pain, inside of him; because i feel his words; losing faith in oneself is the most hurtful thing; poverty makes it worse. while listening to a neighbor shout outside. #him #hurt #pain #loss #yqbaba