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25 years of life have been spent  I don't know how

25 years of life have been spent 
I don't know how and where it went 
All I can see
Is the life which is never kind to me 
Every night I soak the pillow with tears 
And make sure nobody hears 
I don't know why this wound feels 
That it's never gonna heal 
Whenever I try to be at peace 
I don't understand what's that which lacks ease 
I wanna set myself free 
but every step I take turns into a new mystery 
At times I turn and turn around 
Searching  for the self 
I have been buried alive in the ground 
What is that which we gain?
Except for the brutal pain
You say  only the past is past 
But every time I make a present it never lasts 
It just turns into a new past 
And I'm just afraid of  that everything which is gonna never lasts 
Years and years have been spent 
I don't know how and where it went 

 ( everything turns into past and that too very fast)

©shivani singh #sta#painndAlone 
#Past
25 years of life have been spent 
I don't know how and where it went 
All I can see
Is the life which is never kind to me 
Every night I soak the pillow with tears 
And make sure nobody hears 
I don't know why this wound feels 
That it's never gonna heal 
Whenever I try to be at peace 
I don't understand what's that which lacks ease 
I wanna set myself free 
but every step I take turns into a new mystery 
At times I turn and turn around 
Searching  for the self 
I have been buried alive in the ground 
What is that which we gain?
Except for the brutal pain
You say  only the past is past 
But every time I make a present it never lasts 
It just turns into a new past 
And I'm just afraid of  that everything which is gonna never lasts 
Years and years have been spent 
I don't know how and where it went 

 ( everything turns into past and that too very fast)

©shivani singh #sta#painndAlone 
#Past