Depression isn't always crying your mascara off in the shower and posting sad songs in bed. Sometimes it's not waiting to talk to anytime for days & other times it's desperately meeting to be around people. Sometimes depression is having no appetite even though you haven't eaten anything since yesterday & Sometimes it's eating everything you have in the fridge. Depression isn't your person holding you & telling you that it's going to be okay. It's sitting across the table, not eating, having them ask you what's wrong and knowing that you're ruining their night because. You can't seem to snap out of it & just be happy. It's the frustrating feeling of desperately wanting to enjoy something & just to be normal for once. It's keeping things a secret from people you love because you don't want them to look at you like you're broken. No, depression isn't beautiful black and white images. Depression is lonely and frustrating and most just Exhausting. #MidnightThoughts. #depression #irritating #frustration #lonely #moodswings #me #yqbaba
