living this life ,makes me think that i m doing a favour to the world...but when i drink , i annoy them all... staying awake at night, outside d house...sitting at the studio till 4 in d morning... people always stop me from drinking bt drinking helps me write.... Drinking always makes me feel bad ,i swear to God... it always hurts me ,hurting people bt i really can't help it... the pain of losing my friends,do eats me day by day,bt i can't help it...becoz drinking helps me forget my pain #Deep lonley #Deeplonley
