the word insult reminds me of myself. it reminds me of those moments, when i forgot my own worth. it is a losing battle, when self-evaluation is forgotten; when prioritizing someone, causes self-depreciation. a relevant point, to always set into consideration, is the many reasons why self, is also important. love doesn't need to mean the loss of self; or the empty regard for all that's contributory to one's own value. one thing i always need to stick to: i am equally significant, even when i am in love; that i am also a good find. mayhap, that same thought could've been my own saving grace--could've un-caused so many of my direct soul hits, previously. #insult #myself #self #worth #yqbaba