In my School life, I wanted to be Swami Vivekananda. In my college life, I wanted to be Warner Heisenberg. After College, I have wanted to be Subhash Chandra Bose or Jibananda Das. But from now I just want to be just Suman Samanta, till death. It is that transition phase when a transcendental light falls on my conciousness . I woke up from a double-dream i.e. a dream within a dream. The twilight world has destroyed . And then every morning when I wake up, I experience an surreal joy —the joy of being Suman Samanta-- and I ask myself in rapture: What wonderful things is this Suman Samanta going to accomplish today? তরঙ্গ/ 01/07/2021. Double dream
