...And that day I felt something different,,,, when I saw him strongly closest to me, some movement..?? was happening in me,,,, it was tickling in my feelings,,,, ā¢ ....Perhaps it was__ my fear of happiness that was, somewhere, pushing me,,,,, towards him, .....Perhaps it was the joy of meeting him,,, for the first time in me, which was mixing,,, with something inside my feelings. šø__EXPERIENCE IS IMPORTANT BUT ALSO IMPORTANT IS EXISTENCE___ š«š _______________________šŗ_____________________ FEELINGS OF FIRST MEETING I HOPE SOMETHING LIKE THIS ššš _______________________šŗ_______________________