Sometimes I think times haven't changed as much as I have. I feel the things differently as if all my life I have been living in the grave with dead, no desires, no emotions. I walk down the street and murmur words as if you are there to hear me. My hand still holds your embrace. The river hasn't washed our footprints yet. They are there, still together. I had a reminder set in mobile, a calendar which celebrates our togetherness. Maybe I will delete it one day. I remind myself how not to think of our certain things but the body refuses to scrub your fragrance, may be because it is nothing but a decayed cell which bloomed on your touch. Maybe I will not cherish these memories, life-long, Maybe I won't revisit it again and again or maybe I might. Maybe I haven't had bigger happiness than our memories or maybe I am so comfortable with this loneliness that I fear losing it when someone else will try to accommodate your empty place. . . #writing #quotes #english #nojoto
