My heart wants to believe in you but my sutures find it hard to get still connected to my roots Everytime when it comes to follow your words, there is this magic happening all over me but everytime I remind me the truth there is this tragedy that crawls up to me. I find myself at the cliff wanting to see what's on other side but the heartbeats run with a back fall of trustfall My veins oscillate at the two extremes and my blood pounds on the edge of being fallen yet feeling embraced in the emotions of your fallen words that will hold me. All the good girls go to hell, Even God herself has enemies... - Billie Eilish #yqbaba