panic, locked myself again, this time only inside my brain, as i got no room for myself, emotionally disconnect, identity seems non identical, urges to self destruct again? every thing sounds nostalgic, I wanna distress under rain, questioned my sane who am I? is all that remains. to bury these chapters of vain, and pain, I am digging their grave, deep enough to keep it at bay, seems like the only way, now the grave is so deep, I can't find my way. hope is less but not hopeless yet #emptiness #riseofphoenix #stormofphoenix #Stress #ptsd #hope
