Subah uthtey hi mai muskaan pehen leta hu Jaise office ke lie ek stree kari hui shirt ya pant... Main odh leta hu muskaan... Chehre pe ajati hai hazar koshishon k bad... Phir nikalta hu ...dekhta hu...jhujhta hu.. Akela pan hai ... sehema hua hu andar se lekin muskan ni chorh sakta.. Khud ko kamzor dikha kar bol nahi sakta .. Roz marr raha hu andr hi andr.. Khushi kise kehte hai bhool chuka hu.. Lekin dikha nahi sakta..kuch zahir nahi kar sakta . Tadapta hu akele...khwab tutey hain seene me or usi k tukdey chubh rahe hain mujhme.. Lekin nikaal nahi sakta ...bahar nahi aa paenge... Raat ati hai..mai kaanpta hu akele.. Zameen pe baithke khud hath pair marta hu ... Takiye me muh daba key cheekhta hu.. Apni parchayi tak ko bayan nahi kar pata dard apna.. Pas k drawer me nind ki goliyan hai. Ek khake raat guzarleta hu.. Shayd kisi din himmat ajaegi Toh ye sari khud me utar lunga.. Nijaat paa lunga in sab se.. Azaad hojaunga . Ek din aega aisa . . Abhi toh kal or ladna hai.. Or khud se khud ko saza deni hai Jeene ki Ek din.. . #shaghaf #Barrier ek din
