rehashing everything in my mind; looking at each and every angle; finding an obvious thread of regret, unease, or even a bit of indecision; searching, re-searching; trying to use the different perspectives; awaiting a flash of the familiar stance of love, ill-confused about what it wants; i see your eyes in my mind; your voice, imagined and fading quickly; the stark surety of how your words sounded; how determined it was; or, were you undecided, that day? did you really want it to end, this way? but, these are just normal rumblings of a heart, still wondering about the might-have-beens. at midnight. making drama. hehe. #rehash #memory #thoughts #you #yqbaba
