I really don't know what I have written but feeling lost. My heart is pumping like the blood gonna ooze out of the veins. I m just so.tired of this hide and seek , why I can't just tell them.the truth but I m scared so much , what if this time also they will.not understand me. What if again they are gonna question me for no reason .. I can't just tell you how much scared right now I m feeling. It just that I m fed up of this life, it's not that I want to run away from this problems but it's like the water has fill up to the brim and I can't hold it anymore. Things are getting so tough that I cannot face anyone and more over I can't face myself, I just need some peace, its not I m not getting peace I know it's in my hand to be happy and to create my own nuisances but this time it's not me not them but something I just don't know. This is feeling so burned so heavy that even my breathes are taking time to come in pace. The rythm is lost somewhere between the arteries and veins and vessels are feeling blocked through the chaos inside me. The shift is not getting anywhere, even if I try to put it on somebody,. I know it's not going to workout. At last I have to pay for that thing also. I just can't hold this truth inside me anymore, this is the reality how will I face when things will be in back position for that also I have make things work somehow.
