Ohk,so...my eyes don't seem red anymore! Or should I wash dem once more nd fix my smile wid d same glame making it obvious 'I am fine '..before I open d door. D door i locked hours ago , Blaming my period cramps off D xcuse sounds weird uh may laugh at dis too! bt dese r d final ways left to lock myself up I wish uh knew ! Lying on d bed watching d cilien or maybe crying nd begging myself to let me be me Was how d hours passed! D memories played a well game too Dey seemed to stroke my head wid flash Nd den leave me quite nd numb nd froze...alas! MY eyes went to d clock whn i realized 3 hrs had already passed Checking myself in d mirror...wiping my eyes...making it sure nthng could be figured out ! I finally walked out of my room nd a thousand of questions was been thrashed at me...'what d hell were uh doin dis long hours ' 'I slept 'were d only words i could manage to pass ...nd den dose taunts which went for almost an hour... I beared dem all wid my mouth shut tight! How could I xplain dem, dier little gurl was engaged in a fight. A fight between her anxious mind nd her numb soul! Nd i managed to open my school book whn i found d words dere were blurry nd tears in my eyes. Wiped it off nd whispered to my self 'Cheerup gurl pretending can be tough at times! #pksingh
