5th day without sleep... You think I am a fool to surf Along old streams.. I wish I had a gun to Shove a bullet in my head.. That from nowhere starts streaming. Suicidal thoughts and tendencies. As I scroll through my contact list, To look for someone to talk to me, Or for a while give me a lil company.. The only number comes out is off a helpline.. Aasra, but now I am done talking to it... Cuz every time I call, you get interrogated, Gotta live through those traumas.. So instead I chose to keep walking Until nothings left and I drop down fainting.. All for a mere sleep. #nojoto #nojotoevery #nojotoEnglish #rapper #freestylerap #1111 #beingsuicidal #mentalhealth #mindofasurvivor #beautiful #love #fightthevil #depression #nodrugs #light #lighworker #beyondlovenhate