Short letter to my one sided delusional love Dear love Couldn't tell you how much I love you There are fears and scars intertwined in me, Moreover You deserve happiness I don't find myself as a priority in your life forget priority You aren't even interested Well my love for you isn't shallow You stay or not it will last till my last breath I will surely crave for a single gaze,presence,your smell and your voice That's all I will be sorted in the bare minimum I've clearly understood that Either you are already happy elsewhere or I surely am not someone who you want to keep up with We are all individuals,free to choose for ourselves Loving you was beyond my control it was a soul calling, I wasn't intimidated by your post position or material aspects ever, Itwas your soul that attracted me so hopelessly My love will never be bound by how you feel or reciprocate the same Honestly,I don't expect anything Yes,it was an aweful shock to be in touch and to be ghosted Without a certain solid reason To my contextual understanding I may have annoyed you quite a few times that's because I cared But then I have always maintained that boundary It is ahead of my might to cross them ever You've hurt me knowingly unknowingly,I don't really know Maybe it's all in my head Maybe it was all in my head But I feel for you,I always will I don't want to ruin anything May you stay happy whichever way you wish to Praying to the universe for your safety and well being Hope to bid goodbye with my physical existence soon And yes I never intended to hurt or disrespect you That's not me I couldn't to you specially You were you are my universe And one doesn't kill its own happiness by free will So,I sincerely apologise for my silly actions If they have caused any harm by any means I will always, always love you with my soul May shivaya bless you with the best Lovingly An innocent soul.... ©ashita pandey बेबाक़ #leafbook लव शायरियां लव स्टेटस शायरी लव
