Dear Diary, 20-5-22 The story of a girl jisko dekhte hi dil bole "Pretty woman dekho dekho na pretty woman" I know she is just a girl but you know she has turned 19 now moving towards becoming an adult so I can call her woman. She likes to call her herself mad woman bcoz I think looking at her any boy can fall madly in love with her. Her eyes, her charisma is another level. I wanna keep on talking and talking about her all the time. But before that let me introduce myself. I am Stephan Salvatore and Shrutzz is my childhood friend. I like her a lot but I don't know whether she feels the same bcoz lately she is not herself. She pushes herself away from others, vanishes (like deactivates account), goes to some calm place alone and spends time there only. We all get worried about her but later she returns with a full blossomed smile. I wonder what she must be doing there which changes her mood so fast. Her father has gone missing since a year and since that day everything changed. I like to see her smiling. She looks beautiful when she is cheerful. Today we both went to college together and I cracked a joke and she laughed wholeheartedly that she started crying. I asked her what happened. She replied it was just that I haven't laughed this much in a while. In that moment I felt "Kuch toh hua hai kuch ho gaya hai" It was a different feeling. I couldn't stop myself from smiling seeing her laugh so much. I knew I loved her a lot and could do anything for her happiness. We used to go for morning walks, parties, late night chats everything. We literally shared our lives. Though I never got a feeling that she likes me. Somewhere based on her behaviour I did feel that she thought me to be special bcoz no one shares their deepest secrets with you just like that. You must be very special to them. I thought so too. Maybe she needs time to overcome her loss and understand her feelings. Ok now time to go. I can't just write down all my feelings at once. Rest I will write later. 23-5-22
