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This is me, I messed up. To face each minute, I'm

This is me, I messed up.
To face each minute, I'm tired.
Asking myself, Should I give up?
To insecurities, I'm wired.

Every night I lie on bed,
Thinking of everyone & thinking of none.
Losing my strength, I feel so dead,
Should I wait for hope, of morning sun?

Why did they leave me? Wasn't I enough?
Plenty of questions occupied my mind.
I have not imagined that friends are a bluff,
Do I have any friend to call them mine.

There came the one, who held me close,
She heard the silent cry, deep in my eye.
Looked like an angel, I haven't even chose,
Said, "You are precious, I cannot deny"

Hugging her tight, I cried on her shoulder,
since iam lost, can't move any further.
She saw my heart dry, the only beholder.
Do you know her? She is my mother ! This is me, I messed up.
To face each minute, I'm tired.
Asking myself, Should I give up?
To insecurities, I'm wired.

Every night I lie on bed,
Thinking of everyone & thinking of none.
Losing my strength, I feel so dead,
This is me, I messed up.
To face each minute, I'm tired.
Asking myself, Should I give up?
To insecurities, I'm wired.

Every night I lie on bed,
Thinking of everyone & thinking of none.
Losing my strength, I feel so dead,
Should I wait for hope, of morning sun?

Why did they leave me? Wasn't I enough?
Plenty of questions occupied my mind.
I have not imagined that friends are a bluff,
Do I have any friend to call them mine.

There came the one, who held me close,
She heard the silent cry, deep in my eye.
Looked like an angel, I haven't even chose,
Said, "You are precious, I cannot deny"

Hugging her tight, I cried on her shoulder,
since iam lost, can't move any further.
She saw my heart dry, the only beholder.
Do you know her? She is my mother ! This is me, I messed up.
To face each minute, I'm tired.
Asking myself, Should I give up?
To insecurities, I'm wired.

Every night I lie on bed,
Thinking of everyone & thinking of none.
Losing my strength, I feel so dead,