Thats how trauma sneak in, Building up anxiety,. Starts climbing up my body.. As the heart rate beats it own record of beating Its already late, As this cute little monster starts choking me.. Worse than before a panic attack it is.. Its brutal enough to induce suicidal tendencies.. Google offers nothing for male survivors in this country.. A tragedy for beimg a male rape victim. SOS.. I NEED IMMEDIATE HELP #nojoto #nojotoevery #nojotoEnglish#rapper #helpmehelpyou #survivor #ptsd #mengetrapedtoo #nojotohelp #suicidal #beingsuicidal #mentalhealth #depression #nodrugs #pain