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Mercy Serene

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Mercy Serene

I yell to everyone to silent a yelling monster in me
You see me with a mask but not the monster killing me. 
What you see is a part of me,
The real is crying in hell to set it free.
I except none to understand me,
When I myself cant , my life is arid.
I run for my dreams and fall for my needs
I try to be confindent when life proves I m jus a failure
I pretend to smile when I m lost somewhere in pain
At last in loneliness I m broke
But peace out, it's where I belong
Being alone feels as my home
Atleast let me be somewhere as a foam
I'm uncertain why I'm here or anyone is
If survival is nothing but fate and pain with sprinkled happiness
But I swear I dont exaggerate this
                                    ~ Mercy

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Mercy Serene

I m uncertain why I'm here or anyone is
But i know i m not exaggerating this
Ofcourse i m not the only one who suffer
Not the only one who feels their,
Birthday as a black day in the history
My reason is hidden in my mystery
I m not offered with a peek
At everyone's pain, but wait before you speak 
None ever knows what is to be me,
An unquenchable fire burns on me
I may seem as a coward or a clown
But if you dare to play me , prepare to die for every dawn
I push me forward when i m weaken with my dark secrets -
Unnoticed , unrevealed , life teased me with many scars
I scrawl to get up but it ends up in scrowl
I end up being an arrogant teen,
To everyone but it's not what I mean.

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Mercy Serene

What is to be me:

Life seems to be my boss, 
I've chosen in his toss. 
Did i choose to be his slave?
Until his sword sentences me to slay !
Our proud species is nothing but victims,
Of situation , survival and relationships .
Not all life choices are desirable ,
Not all life situations are preferable.
But what am i supposed to do 
When my every deeds demands an 'undo'
Where am i supposed to go
When everywhere i go i get screwed
My pen dips in it's ink ,i felt incomplete,
To my very passion i m incapable.
From everyone who loves me, i wish to run
Cause to my very family , i stay as nothing but a painful burden
How can i tell yu what i need or have a need?
When all i feel like i m just a to-be-cut off weed .

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Mercy Serene

An inadequate apology:

I'm quite incapable to realize,
What's happening to me , what i feel like.
I yell louder yet i ensure none hears
I feel deeper yet numbness is what my heart wears.
I love it when i m dragged and you embrace me,
But why it doesn't feel right to spell me and you as "we".
I just say the words of apologies,
But why it feels like I inject lies.
I feel nothing when my heart breaks
But why do tears fall when I see your grace,
Falls on me to which i m unworth.
Let me feel you once without guilt.
Let me love you once before i m deprived of it.
Let me touch you once  before i ran out of senses.
I'm conscious to the truth, my conscience echoes :
No hurt you deserve, but actual reality roars.
I'm conscious to the fact that the fact kills you,
When you could be carried carefully like a dew.
Unfortunately my pen doesn't write the story of me and you.
                                              ~ Mercy

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