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Chetan Gowda

just a music freak 🎸

https://lovedarksoul.wordpress.com

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Chetan Gowda

i searched for the peace i once found within you,
failed to find it from other than you.
why are you smiling ??
when i can see pain in ur eyes.
you said it would hurt less if we distance from each other
but why does it feel like my souls been stabbed ??.
why why 
why do i have to fall from "Ur the one" 
to uncomfortable stranger ??
i used to smile even in my tough times
but why does it literally killing me smile now ??
i created and lived in a world of four walls
but why does it feel like a prison to me now ??
i'm pretending like i don't care
but why i'm i thinking about ur sleep, food and saftey??
even in distance i used to feel like ur somewhere near
but now, why does it feel like ur far far away
when ur right next to me ??
i can see ur distancing from me so it would hurt me lesser in future
but why i'm i experiencing death every second ??
u say harsh words to avoid me
but why do i still see the ocean of care in your eyes ??
you have been wantedly running from me
then why do u miss me so much ??
u told me to wipe ur tears when ur down
then why are u crying alone ??
they say "everyone leaves until a right person arrives"
then why are you leaving too
maybe i'm a wrong person.                    
                                                          -Darksoul

©Chetan Gowda

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Chetan Gowda

i searched for the peace i once found within you,
failed to find it from other than you.
why are you smiling ??
when i can see pain in ur eyes.
you said it would hurt less if we distance from each other
but why does it feel like my souls been stabbed ??.
why why 
why do i have to fall from "Ur the one" 
to uncomfortable stranger ??
i used to smile even in my tough times
but why does it literally killing me smile now ??
i created and lived in a world of four walls
but why does it feel like a prison to me now ??
i'm pretending like i don't care
but why i'm i thinking about ur sleep, food and saftey??
even in distance i used to feel like ur somewhere near
but now, why does it feel like ur far far away
when ur right next to me ??
i can see ur distancing from me so it would hurt me lesser in future
but why i'm i experiencing death every second ??
u say harsh words to avoid me
but why do i still see the ocean of care in your eyes ??
you have been wantedly running from me
then why do u miss me so much ??
u told me to wipe ur tears when ur down
then why are u crying alone ??
they say "everyone leaves until a right person arrives"
then why are you leaving too
maybe i'm a wrong person.                    
                                                          -Darksoul

©Chetan Gowda #sadquote
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Chetan Gowda

The girl i love 

The one who smiles at everything,
Hides a ocean inside her eyes.
Her kindness melts my cold heart,
But why does she always on war with herself.
She always scolds me for irritating her,
Now how do I tell her, that's my way of loving her.
I had a great relationship with darkness,
But u introduced me to light and made my life brighter.
Afraid of little insects,
But always stood behind in my problems.
Afraid of loving again,
But i learnt never giving up from her.
She is part of my every thought,
Now only few gets such place in my heart.

                                     - Darksoul

©Chetan Gowda #Winters
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Chetan Gowda

Why do I hate myself ?


Everytime I ask the same question,
My mind gives thousands of new suggestion.
I might care a lot,
But in the end i hurt a lot.
I have always been pathetic,
Been myself a bit sarcastic.
So friendly I be,
Self-destruction never want to loose me.
In the end of thousand suggestions,
All i found was destruction.
In the uncomfortable pain and confusion, 
all i do is hate myself, again.


                             - Darksoul

©Chetan Gowda

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Chetan Gowda

They say, It takes lot of courage to heal a broken heart and it takes even more courage to love again and people who love u will always wait and be with u. so let's belive in ourselves because, there is always someone who believes and waits for u.

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Chetan Gowda

One day we will find each other
At the last stop of our train,
Then we will take a new train.
To the same destination.
Tht vll be the beginning of our new joy
We vll gamble everything for each other.
I will be happy with all ur stupidity,
And u vll accept all my imperfections.
We vll carry the sack of our tears and laughters,
Our loves and jealousies,
Tied strongly with the strings of our trust and loyalty .
We no more need Rose to start our conversations.
Nor we need a running television to fill the stabbing silence 
And one day we vll dance in the lanes of dreams .

                                         -   Darksoul

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Chetan Gowda

One day we will find each other
At the last stop of our train,
Then we will take a new train.
To the same destination.
Tht vll be the beginning of our new joy
We vll gamble everything for each other.
I will be happy with all ur stupidity
And u vll accept all my imperfections.
We vll carry the sack of our tears and laughters,
Our loves and jealousies,
Tied strongly with the strings of our trust and loyalty .
We no more need Rose to start our conversations.
Nor we need a running television to fill the stabbing silence 
And one day we vll dance in the lanes of dreams .

                                         -   Darksoul

©Chetan Gowda

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Chetan Gowda

I have been chasen by regrets
In a forest of dreams,
looking back all i did was
running behind people with pseudo-empathy,
rewarded with nothing but guilt and broken pieces of heart,
in the very end of cliff
all i see is a destroyer with my very own face
and all that's left now is few broken pieces of my heart
And solitude








                               - Darksoul

©Chetan Gowda #Dark

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Chetan Gowda

As time will pass, i believe
there are many things that we may forget
everyone will become a silhouette
but why do we pretend we don't care,
all about the things that we hold so dear?
its so when, it's hurtin
yet, we can laugh through the tears
   
                                 - Darksoul

©Chetan Gowda #Ocean

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Chetan Gowda

life is so strange, it doesn't warn u about situations.... it just slaps reality on face

©Chetan Gowda #Identity

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