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Ryan

A Hopeless Romantic Always Looking For Love In The Wrong Places.

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Ryan

I waited, and you didn't come.
I called, and you didn't answer.
I knocked, but you weren't home.
And I realized that I was alone.
I cried, but no one comforted me.
I screamed, but no one heard me.
I gave up and laid there.
Alone. Why was I always alone?
I hurt, but there was no help.
I begged, but I was ignored.
I laughed maniacally at my foolishness.
I knew I was alone.
I was always alone.
No one was there.
No matter how many times
I called knocked, cried, screamed...
I was alone...forever alone.
I was fake.
I was imaginary.
I was a pawn,
But most of all
I. Was. Alone.

- Ryan

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I want someone to hold me,
but I'm the only one here.
I want someone to listen to me,
but I'm the only here.
Can anybody hear me?
Does anybody care?
Does anybody even know
I'm dealing with despair?
There are voices in my mind
Saying I should die.
Will anybody even tell me
They're only just a lie?
Does anybody love me?
Would they shed a tear?
Would anybody even care
If I were to disappear?
The ones who preach friendship
Have left me all alone.
The ones who are not here
Promised not to let me go.
Can anybody see me?
Does anybody care?
Does anybody even know
The burden that I bear?
I've built up this wall
To hide who I am,
And now that I need help,
I'm alone behind it all.
Can you see the real me?
Will you even try?
Can you even tell I need
A break in the wall tonight?
I'm crying all alone,
Not sure what to do.
Please just let me know
That at least I still have you

- Ryan

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Lying in a meadow,
Hiding in the grass.
Staring at the stars,
But a thought distracts me.
All I think about is you, and
The way you make me feel.
I love the way you smile,
I love the way you laugh,
I love the way your eyes glitter,
When you are standing in the light.
I love the way you we talk for hours,
I love the way you listen.
I love the way we stay on the phone for hours,
But say nothing at all.
I love the way you stand up for me,
I love the way you tease me.
I love the way you say hello,
Every morning I walk in.
Most of all I love the way you stay by me,
No matter where I am.
So next time when I am lying in a meadow,
And I'm hiding in the grass.
When I'm staring at the stars,
You will be beside me.
P:S I Love You

- Ryan P:S I Love You

P:S I Love You

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Ryan

You would never know it,
The constant pain I feel,
Because in the light of day
It almost isn't real.
Sure, I'll play, I'll laugh,
I'll sing some songs,
But that pain is always lurking
Because it's been here all along.
And when the darkness comes
With its all-consuming power,
It slowly takes my soul
Hour by dreadful hour.
But they tell me that I'm strong enough.
They swear that it gets better.
They say, "If you can just hold out
and bear this stormy weather."
They tell me, "You will be happy one day.
All you need do is fight."
But what they seem to forget
Is after each day comes the night.
And so I act along.
I play my part
While this crushing darkness
Slowly breaks my heart.

- Ryan

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Ryan

If only you could open my chest
You'd see the cuts and bruises 
You hurt me so bad it felt good
And I loved every bit of it

The moments you crushed me hard
And sprinkled me down on earth
You always made me feel like dirt
But I never cared, I just loved the feel of your fingers between each breaks

When you said you loved me
I believed it with all I had
Now that you left me 
I can't stop feeling sad

My hearts constricts 
The pain is deafening 
Help me on my feet 
You said it was me and you against the world
Oh how lies spring forth from thy lips 


But I should have known better 
It was all deceit
Your love, care, the only thing that was real
Was the knife you pierced through me

-Ryan X Ochuwa Hope Memoirs of A Broken Heart

Memoirs of A Broken Heart

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