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Phyll Nimoh

Live, Laugh, Love 🍄 all about the art😉 follow me at waIRImu Mash it on YouTube

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Phyll Nimoh

There he lies, staring at me. its like this is all he ever wanted in life. he mentioned that now he can say that he's lived through campus,while caressing my skin,,, your skin is so soft.  shit, drives me crazy how honest he is, just spitting whatever his big brains are thinking of-or probably it's the small head talking 😂,I don't know, but I like it.  I've been observing him since first year, at first it was because he kinda looks like my first ex... small round beautiful eyes which are so sharp and focused.. why I love smart men I don't understand, but this one's love for books and studies always intrigued me. tbh I loved sharing a class with him coz of how he surveyed me throughout class time.,  well him and ¾ of the other boys.... okay cu'mon 😉 ....I remember first times I begun talking to them,, to him, he seemed so excited, anxious, such a good view 😋😋 so imagine this girl seducing you for at least four years, yesss,,, it's that image you are imagining. he seems to see me like this fkn goddess who is sexy af, and deserves to be given the whole world on a platter. and that he did within that small period,,  asking me what I want, super apologetic for shit, and is like this  little boy who is submissive and weak for me. for weird people like me, that's such a turnon. I'm almost wishing I did this in say third year. coz damn,, I'd be dressing up in black seductive clothes, head on to his place, with a whip and blindfolds,  ordering him around to suck the soul out of me, or tie him to the bed and ride him till he begs me to stop....  I want to spank that ass of his whenever he cums without asking for permission... and there's always a punishment for disobeying me..... I'd want to please him inside those walls, and let him give me the best outside. how much I love being pampered and called sweet names.

©Phyll Nimoh #crush
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Phyll Nimoh

Now I get it. I understand some guys wanting to let go. to slowly let it slip as they watch . feeling the breeze on their skin, sun scorch on the face is the only thing bringing them back to reality. waking up each morning wondering why they exist.,what's their reason to suffer mentally everyday. for what?  for people to think you are fine?  for you to console yourself that it will be better tomorrow? for you to just see another day?  another sunset? 
well, it might be worth it. that beautiful site, the view that turns new, seems the same but at least, at least each one spells a new day. a new day of new stress, new vices, new loathing of oneself, new shits and potholes. New life

©Phyll Nimoh #lostinthoughts
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Phyll Nimoh

😈
hey you, yes you... beautiful one. have you missed me?  well, of course you have 😏. question should be, how much have you missed me?.does your body tingle whenever you think of me?  do you feel your blood boil,heart pumping faster whenever my name crosses your mind?  your screen 📱?. ow yes, I can feel it from all the way here. you smiling when reading this, imagining me writing it to you 📖  ...makes you tick, huh?  I'm sure my words get you heated up, always get you wanting more and more.... like a thirsty lion 🦁, hunting on and on. ow, how you sometimes refrain from stalking me, looking for my pictures, of course, they will do something to you 😉.something forbidden. 🍑 tastes sweetest they say, tell me, is it true?  can you please describe the feeling, or at least try do it as I do ✒ 📖 . I want to understand the fantasies up in your mind. or feel those dreams of yours, either that or sweet nightmares. that haunt during the day, ☀  and sweeten the night 🌃 .... mmmh,, that sweet darkness that makes all dark thoughts crawl into your body, and soul. feeding your mind with sweet addictions 😋,  little crunchy pieces of craving for more naughty, more seductions,more grrrrrr . creep in slowly, ryt.  I know, coz I'm always the evil mastermind behind it..... 
that awful queen you dread but need.😉 #naughtythoughts
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Phyll Nimoh

😔😔😔😔😔
I miss my house. Is that possible?  to feel this type of feeling towards something that isn't alive?  coz when I'm alone, I just picture myself on my cosy black bed. in a tiny short and a sports bra, watching a series, so late at night ,but it doesn't bother me, coz I know I'll wake up whenever I want. I can pop my corns🍿🍿whenever I feel hungry or munchez... I soo much miss being lonely and texting friends to come over, and keep me company, blow off some steam as we play poker, or watch an adult anime together, laughing our souls out. My heart beats for the unplanned sleepovers that come along, and those always seem to be the coolest, talking all night, netflix as the background😉. An amazing feeling lies with hanging out with my agemates, especially those ones whom we have so much in common, be it music, kaujinga, movies, or wherever the wind blows to. I miss the random  walks and adventures that turn out to be one of my best memories.I so much miss looking up at the stars at night,us trying to figure out shapes,which don't exist the next day 😂,laughing shamelessly at stupid stuff..... I miss the night life, ow that I do,, so much it pains my chest. I miss being in a moving vehicle, going to abrupt 'God knows where' places. ,I miss the random people you meet in the streets, some looking so fly, others looking so high, and others just normal. well that was our normal...... heck I now appreciate normal. I'm in love with it even. coz I don't know the next time I'll be out there, giving my close friends a huge hug, maybe buying them one as we sit down, refresh and catch up. Well, on the positive side, I feel grateful for all the sweet, bitter and even meeeh 😒 memories that I collected through. those ones will keep me moving, and will push me towards making better ones whenever I am, BORA UHAI, ryt 😌,...............
Doesn't change my missments tho 😀😀 #newday
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Phyll Nimoh

Jealous?  No..... not me😕😕

I see how he looks at her, heck the atmosphere speaks volumes. it's not the first time this hits me, but what can I do,  what can I do when all he can do is laugh so hard at her jokes, touch her'accidentally' and turn pink once a while. words cannot express how much my soul breaks when he talks about her when she is not around, it's like he misses her everytime he breathes, like his heart beats to the rhythm of her name. aghhh,,, on and on about her, and her same old jokes- ones which she's told over and over again,, but over again he laughs at them, maybe even louder. I try to be positive, keep it to myself even, coz she is my longest best friend, we've shared a lot... maybe even too much, but can she, can she steal a man whom she knows I love with every nerve in my body, but like the streets say(ni wako akiwa kwa nyumba, akitoka ni wa community ) so I cant be that sure. well, their friendship grew,  so fast I couldn't find a way to pause it or stop it. For all I know everyday I wish, argh, forget it. This must be the green monster talking, someone I never knew could occupy me.  Well, I've always been the smarter one, the cooler one, but now I ain't so sure, she came back sexier, funnier for no reason, and getting all the attention everywhere we go.  Something makes me feel like undoing all this,, no reason to eat me alive. positive vibes ryt 😀- wrong. I can't help but picture her hands on him, her seductive lips all over my guy's body,  or maybe worse,him all over her, him caressing her hair, all over that perfect neck of hers, perfect figure. Trust me, I've tasted those lips once, and once you do there's no coming back. Pains my heart when he claims he's out with his friends, not for any other reason, but the fact that I don't want to find out the truth, coz it may pain me. shatter me just when I almost thought I had the perfect life. 🤦🏾‍♀ #jealousy
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I stare at this little girl's eyes, as she stares into mine, rather deeper than normal. she leans in, and pecks my cheek. makes me think twice, and kinda lean back, afraid of what she could do next. I'm supposed to babysit her,but now,  all I can do is study whatever she does,her moves and actions. well for one she loathes men, can't stand being held by a dude, but her fellow gender, she's so comfortable with. she makes so much eye contact, it gets uncomfortable. or is it just me, with my alltime gay radar always high 🤔. right now its sending so many messages, especially since the suspect is just two years old. TWO!  two and she's already stealing kisses when she can, TWO and just a few moments ago I was bra-les and she wanted a peek. she so much prefers playing with little girls, where she's always the director of their play, giving instructions, holding hands and making the other do what she wants. I kinda admire her authoritative and manipulative nature, which is so clear despite her young age. I can't help but picture her as a serious stud in future, something that will be so natural in her. something that other people may start blaming technology, parents or bad company when someone like me who had noted this from the start,will know that it's in her nature, inborn they say. she will want to be openly gay, but people might make her hide her true self. makes me wonder how many people out there are quieted by stupid comments, which make them hide their true selves. Makes me be less judgemental, and more understanding. But mostly, I accept Rainbows just how they are, coz who are you to tell. #Rainbow
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Phyll Nimoh

❤
I pass by her room, now distracted from my initial motive. I hear cries, and in the distance, my name thrown in there. I hear her talk to the Almighty, asking Him for stuff about me that even I had never thought of. It touches my heart, makes me think of all the times I narrowly escaped from terrible occurrences or All the times good things are happening around me when I am away.Then I join the dots. its because of her, her,her prayers, her blessed services to the people. Everything rounds up to making everything smoother for me, since I was tiny. She's always been there. To show me right from wrong, teach me about God, teach me about living well with others. She made me who I am now... no, she makes me who I am now. And I promised her I'll take care of her too whenever I get the chance to. Reciprocate the love. Here's to all our mothers,aunties,grandmas'  guardians out there.Even though we don't say it much, we love you. To them, everyday is a mother's day, and happy mothers EveryDay to them💓👩‍👧‍👧 #MothersDay everyday
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Phyll Nimoh

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Is it possible to start liking someone out of them crushing on you too much? I will not call it pitty, but it's  something that just crops up when they say so much about you that you realize that they may know too much,,  maybe even more than you do yourself. As you stand there listening to them praise you,, though doing it so smoothly you can nearly let it slip your mind how much it might be creepy.... that likeness being transformed into some love that is super confused and super sexy at the same time. Realising that they have studied your moves, your actions,  YOU.... to them you are some specimen,  which they find amusing..,  which they don't mind learning more and more of. that kinda turns on,  making you want to show them more of you, let you pose for them as they take more photos from all angles, allow them to learn more. it feels nice, can even turn addictive crushed thoughts

crushed thoughts #Life_experience

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Phyll Nimoh

Her, let's talk about her.... 
fuck!  I had missed you so much,missed your hands"  she whispers next to my ears. she knows that is my weak spot. she knows she is my weak spot. she loves maintaining eye contact, something that always drives me crazy about her. shit, everything she does when we're together drives me crazy.  so crazy that sometimes I usually consider getting myself tested. I'm positive that if they find a growth,, it'll be shaped like her body. her light coloured thic body that is as soft as butter. heck one cannot get tired of looking at those perfectly round juices on her front, funny how she always loves mine,, "jealous of them" and I quote. why?  why while hers are the types that you don't want covered. and her lips, I could kiss her forever. or maybe steal them and make a doll out of them, one which I'd carry everywhere. she's just the definition of perfect,  something that she never knows about herself, something that I should have told her over and over again as she lay on my lap, in my arms. while getting that fluffy hair of hers from her face. I love her hair natural. I love how she doesn't know how to make it herself, and has to send an SOS to me... at least she gives me a chance to caress it, as she tells me her crazy stories, ones which always lead us to laughing our souls out. I always feel so comfortable around her, so myself. she alone makes me feel that way, wish I could shout over the rooftops,  scream at the top of my voice. let her know how staring into her eyes takes me to places I'd never fathomed. her touch makes me want -no crave-for it over and over again. well I always heard about best friends, but this one I doubt is in that category, this one's special. it's so vivid in the kissing, in the touches, the moans.  so clear in the orders she always gives in the process, orders I carry around in my mind whenever I think of her. words which when she alone can utter and make my legs crumble like a leaf in the hailstorms.  heck thinking of her makes me get hailstorms in my middle. she's the only she that makes me that way, and it's devastating  coz I can't have her. Best friend? well you two alone know better 😈😉

Best friend? well you two alone know better 😈😉 #Life_experience

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Dear crush,,  😈
I watch you from a distance, sitted there with two of your friends. female friends. I'm kinda jealous of them. they get to breathe the same air as you. get to look at those perfectly shaped lips talking, those amazing dark eyes that you use to sweep across the room, as you maintain eye contact when talking. I can tell you are the confident type, the type that loves control. I've seen it everytime you walk across a crowded room, you always seem to want some type of attention,, you love it,  kind of feed from it. well we don't blame you, as you do us the honor of modelling for us, showcasing that perfect body that you were blessed with after puberty.  And your walking style, we can't help but wonder if you've attended a course of any kind,, one on how to please people's eyes, how to lure them to gaze and gawk upon you. you love it, we can tell, as you brush off those sweetly locked dreads off your face. to us, its like you are in a movie, where the starring always emanates some type of energy,  light beams from nowhere bouncing off his aura. Always too good to be true but we find ourselves believing. maybe sometimes too much. or am I just the only one who sees this, I lick my lips as I see your actions in slow motion,,, always tempting me,, seducing me, taking my mind to heat I don't wanna fathom till I'm all alone,, I want this heat that you give me to myself- I'm certain if anyone feels it too, they'll steal some away from me. call me selfish, but maybe that's all that I can get from you right now. the thought of my nails trailing that tatoo on your arm, God knows how many more you have in there,or down there 😉. the thought of my fingers in that hair,, trailing your thick eyebrows,  gazing into your deep eyes, trying to read your mind, while I most definitely know what you want. you want someone to take over you as you usually take over everything else. it must be exhausting to be in control of everything love, to always hold that steady posture and masculine strides. you want a woman who will whisper into your ears things that your body craves for. things you used to wet dream about, you want a girl who reads your mind and gives you what your body wants.  ow yes,, I can already feel you wandering off.  wondering how it would be. drifting off into the land of what if's.  ow darling you don't have to exhaust yourself, just say the word and I'll fulfil your greatest darkest longest desires. I will as I fulfil mine. a read for our crushes 😉

a read for our crushes 😉

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