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Aakanksha Jha

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Aakanksha Jha

' I still CRAVE for You'

I lie here...
In front of you...
   Avoiding...
      Avoiding...
 and avoiding you!
They told me...i couldn't touch you...or...feel for you...
  feel myself over you...
      Mischievous thoughts and feelings are the only delicacies left inside of me....
Resisting..
   Resisting..
    and resisting you!!
Oh! Is this what i ought to do...?!

But this single day...you appear..
 in the same room..
    Waiting...
        waiting..
          and waiting for someone...
  someone....other than me...!
Oh! That white shirt inside the blazer hides your body and  has so much to say...but you can't listen to the thumping of my heart...!
So 
Loud..
 Gets Louder...
    and louder!
And then the brain comes to play...
Thinking..
  Thinking..
    and thinking...does he really have to be my boss?!
Work ethics...and temporary affections...become so overwhelming...
I am
 Drowning..
    Drowning...
      for you...MAN!
How close are we...still so far!!
   I would choose it better to leave in my car..
 Regretting..
    Regretting...
       my fantasies for you...!
Oh MAN....do you know how much i crave for you?!
I think..
    Think and think...
      and suddenly...
I feel your hand over my face...
  Telling me...that my lipstick is out of line....how thoughtful of you!
And the resistance now becomes...unbearable...but to my surprise...you kiss me...like you might have never kissed anyone  before...
That touch.....on my neck...Caressing the strokes of my hair falling out of the bun...
The heat...the heat...becomes..so much...
We forget,I forget
     forget...
         About everything but you...!
The moment seizes itself...and the rest is scandolous!
Still i think
   Think to myself...
Oh MAN! do you know....today...still today...i still crave for you!!!!!

©Aakanksha Jha #bezubaan_jazbaat❤

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Aakanksha Jha

THE SECRET 


With all the make up over that pretty face...it was her smile that raised everybody's heart's pace...
Her charm was all concenterated in her eyes...
The moonlight of the full moon  outside just intensified her glow..
She stood near the large ancient window with a poise..
And glanced at her perfect black dress..
Extending from her long neck till her knees..

A gift from one of her lovers..
She went inside her room making a sophisticated noise of her black high heels...just marking her highlighted confidence..and suddenly something fell on the wooden floor...
It was a note!
As if knowing what it could be...she picked it up from the floor...with her well manicured hands!
Without a sign of perplexion...
She opened the wrinkled piece of paper.. It read, "I know your secret!"
She pitied the guts of the writer of the blackmailed quote..
And laughed like never before..
The entire washbasin of her bathroom was filled with blood..she looked at her own reflection in the mirror...and cut another tally mark on the marble wall..with the new knife..that fulfilled the work it was bought for!
She said," Ssh!! Now is the perfect time to build a new hotel above the beautiful land of burried useless people!"

She held the note in her hand and said,"You were wrong baby, my secret(s) will always be a secret, no matter how many lands or people have to sacrifice  for that, hahaaa!"❤
                -Aakanksha Jha #bezubaan_jazbaat❤
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Aakanksha Jha

The red varnish on my well maintained nails...
your favourite colour on me..
Shine through the scanty sunlight allowed to fall through those curtains...we bought together...as you would remember..

I am 'awake', still i my legs tangle one over the other...
Signalling the lifelessness of this never ending sleep...
Looking over my body...i feel each part of it calling your name..
Unable to breathe...
This dress of mine...still smells of you..
...i feel u beside me...but with my eyes closed...

The aroma of those candles..you bought to create the environment....runs in my blood..

No amount of coldness in the air...can help it..i sweat profusely..
And this feeling of me, you and us scares me...every night...
As u take a toll on me...
I try to resist you...
But your memories are much more alive inside me...than the ones present here...

It's hard to remind myself...by reading that note on the side table...
That says,
'Stop imagining, he is never coming back, he is dead.',written by those wanting me to move on..
A handmade calender reads,'Day 730'...since he died.

If only i could understand...whether i am held captive by my thoughts or it's just your soul holding me..forever..(hoping it to exist)....❤
            -Aakanksha Jha #Stars&Me #bezubaan_jazbaat❤

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Darkness of the young night was too significant to be ignored..
And the only sound breaking the silence...was the pitter patter of the so expected 'rain'..

Far away...through my distant site...i could see that one street light...the light scattering through uncountable drops of partially pious rain water..

But then i saw you...standing there in that source of luminescence...
Without a second thought...i just wanted to hold you..
But then a car crossed the street...and i realised...
I was dreaming all this while...of loving you...never imagining a single instance of you desiring the same...

Because i don't know and i never want to know...perhaps...how it is to ......
.......be loved...forgetting about the betrayals of heart and fate..
After all the rain stopped.❤
                    -Aakanksha Jha #citysunset #bezubaan_jazbaat❤

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Aakanksha Jha

Passing by...
an unfamiliar street today
..i felt a sudden familiarity..with that cologne..that crossed me 
..reminded me of u...
To feel and accept your presence...couldn't resist closing my eyes...
And as i spent that time to have a flash back of all those little moments...of happiness
Fulfillness..
Craziness..
   I saw...you..
               disappearing....along with that fragrance...
Coming back to reality...i turned back quickly to see, 
to find you...
...not knowing whether i ever  even knew you..your intentions..
your gestures
      ..and your soul...because at the end...it doesn't matter..as..
             You...
                     disappeared..❤
              -Aakanksha Jha #bezubaan_jazbaat❤

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