Writing is like therapy for me. I'll tell you why. 2 months ago, when I lost my Nani, I felt broken beyond any measurement. After a month of processing it, I was able to write how I have been feeling. Behind those 2 written lines, there were 2 million thoughts- unheard, unsaid and unwritten. But I knew I had to write, I knew I had take those thoughts out of my system as they were driving me crazy. You know, the kinds where you build up the guilt of not being there, the remorse of all the last words you could have said, the distorted memories of the last time you met, the made up situations all starting with "What If".... Part 1 of 3 #thingaboutgrief #notestoself #letter #nanilove
