Sometimes...
I wish to be a supporter to support those who are very low from within. I wish to make them feel better by my words. I wish to be a motivator for those who are deeply wounded inside struggling to overcome the dark painful night that once had casted its shadow on them. I wish to be that sponge which absorbs all the depression, sadness, grief, negativity, darkness, frustration, agony, tears of the people around me..... And I want to be an able protector of all their happiness, joy, pleasure, zeal to gift them with.
But...
Deep inside, I'm really afraid of my capabilities. I have the fear of loosing myself; loosing everything; everything that I claim to be mine. I have the fear of becoming a rotten soul not able to overcome the unbearable burden which I myself intensionally put on my back.
Oh! My God! Let your shine enlighten me; enlighten me in such a way that I understand my purpose on this earth; enlighten me in such a way that I love the people without any second thought. Let the bright shines from you reach me as swiftly as possible and let it rejuvenate my soul with the divine power. Let my mind realise my duties and let my heart beat only for my duties here. Waiting for the shine from beyond the horizon!!!
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