~non-mindfulness~ my headaches start randomly. it's weird, because it isn't that bad, but it feels foggy and heavy in there, as if i've been shot with a water balloon. and then, it goes away. i doubt if it was ever there. it was. then tenderness doesn't make much sense, because it makes all the senses more sensitive, and that is the last thing i'd want. because i sleep so twisted that if i felt my wrists and ankles, they are always aching in the background. i also believe in the power of haircuts. #ramona